The Wait

Two more weeks of waiting for you..

It was over a year ago when we met.
The first time we saw each other I smiled and I was captivated by you..
I ignored the feelings when everytime I came up to the bar and I shyed away.
But yet you kept looking at me trying to gaze at me hoping our eyes will meet together.
I left you the day a magical thing burst out of me..a feeling that was unexplainable that left me heartbroken because from that day on I wasn't sure if I will see you again.

Two and half months of love letters to each other..
Learning from one another..
Anticipating our first meet since our first Kiss that left both of us wanting for more.
After my first trip in meeting you again..
I knew you are the man I have been waiting for all my life..
I fell in love with you because of your smile...
Your beautiful mind that always challenges me..
Your competitiveness with me, which leave us wanting for more.
And most of all because you love me so uncoditionally.

It took over a year..expensive phone calls, challenging email connection..seven trips and tons of paperwork..
Many emotional breakdown everytime I leave the country..The emotional emptiness and loneliness that made me feel powerless.

Finally, two more weeks from this day that I will be waiting in my country waiting for you. No more goodbyes, no more tears of missing you.
Two more weeks, we are fInally going to be together..to start our journey of what may come ahead for us..the mystery of tomorrow and to our future that we will  venture together. I cannot wait for all of it..It is going to be great!!

I love you to the moon and back my Fernando.