I had my big cry with Fernando tonight. We didn't realized how much we have missed each other. Tears rolled down my cheeks when he told me he felt so far away from me. Although, he said wonderful and positive words to me to keep me from being sad and to look forward to our future together. I just miss him so much..my world is incomplete without him and my heart has a tiny crack and there are tears that seeps out from it the longer we are apart from each other. As I close my eyes tonight in bed I guess we will remain to dream of being together as this is only temporary. For now i will re-live the moment of our upcoming 1 year anniversary. Tears may shed now but when the moment comes when we are finally together. .this will be just a faded memory.
