Love never dies

Today I went to a funeral. It was a patient of mine, who I grew closed with. He and his wife were married for 40 years. They met during a blind date and it was love at first sight. Their bestman from their wedding spoke at his funeral. It was bitter sweet. These couple have no children but yet they touched many lives together. She retired because he had a stroke last year and Parkinson disease was progressing. I cared for this patient and today was the first time I attended a patients funeral. As I sat there in the funeral home listening about the story of how they met and how they live their lives to the fullest..I imagined what my life will be like and how the story of my destiny began and how my journey will be remembered by many. Love is a journey between a loving couple. It may come from near or afar but when two hearts belong to one another at the end of it all..it doesn't die..Each breath we exhale and think of our love ones..a smile is beaming and it gives the greatest feeling that it never goes away. Love is within us all the time.

Almost Over

Tonight is the last night I will be messaging you goodnight
The last night of sleeping alone..
The last time I lay in this bed where I dream of us of being together soon.
There are no more loneliness, and tears of missing you..
Only tears of joy, when the moment I walk up to you and tell you "Welcome Home!"

Tomorrow is the start of the beginning; our life as a married couple.
The start of our great future
The start of the unknown of where it is going to lead us..
The life changing experience we took together is now here.
Because tomorrow is finally my turn to be waiting for you..

The Wait

Two more weeks of waiting for you..

It was over a year ago when we met.
The first time we saw each other I smiled and I was captivated by you..
I ignored the feelings when everytime I came up to the bar and I shyed away.
But yet you kept looking at me trying to gaze at me hoping our eyes will meet together.
I left you the day a magical thing burst out of me..a feeling that was unexplainable that left me heartbroken because from that day on I wasn't sure if I will see you again.

Two and half months of love letters to each other..
Learning from one another..
Anticipating our first meet since our first Kiss that left both of us wanting for more.
After my first trip in meeting you again..
I knew you are the man I have been waiting for all my life..
I fell in love with you because of your smile...
Your beautiful mind that always challenges me..
Your competitiveness with me, which leave us wanting for more.
And most of all because you love me so uncoditionally.

It took over a year..expensive phone calls, challenging email connection..seven trips and tons of paperwork..
Many emotional breakdown everytime I leave the country..The emotional emptiness and loneliness that made me feel powerless.

Finally, two more weeks from this day that I will be waiting in my country waiting for you. No more goodbyes, no more tears of missing you.
Two more weeks, we are fInally going to be together..to start our journey of what may come ahead for us..the mystery of tomorrow and to our future that we will  venture together. I cannot wait for all of it..It is going to be great!!

I love you to the moon and back my Fernando.

Walking on Clouds

This was taken in my June trip 2013

Happy anniversary my bb! It’s been 5 months since we have been together,
and still we are in love with each other more than ever...
you give me so much love
and it feels so right...

Each time I leave you it feels like my
world falls apart
and with every minute and days that goes by...
It’s like I can’t go on...
I feel so alone,
Even though I'm not because my heart feels you are near when you’re so far away

But I love every moment, every second i spend with you,
It's so different to the next...
Our days together feels like a lifetime of priceless memories
Our conversations can go on forever as we walk every streets and places we have shared details together

I never realized I would feel this way about anyone,
But the moment I met you that all just changed...
I have to thank- you for so much,
Because before I met you I didn't know what I was missing in my life,
But now I'm with you it's becoming clear..

Since I met you…
I have learn what love is about
It's a special bond and connection, passion and sharing.
Feeling alive,
bouncing on clouds,
you make me smile every time I think of us.
Nothing can measure
what your love is worth to me
I adore you
like no other...
I love you just the way you ARE!!
I give you my whole heart Fernando.